* S H A T T E R E D dreams ]

Sunday, June 24, 2007



Yesterday was a pretty excellent day. Karen and I went to catch Fantastic 4: The Rise of The Silver Surfer at The Cathay with some of our secondary school classmates. A pretty good movie I would say.

After the movie, we went to meet some other classmates at PS.

Outside PS..

With Li Jein.

With Jia Wen and Karen.

The highlight of the day was at night, where everyone else gathered for dinner at Fish & Co. @ The Glasshouse.


With Xin Rui.

With Sharon. (Bon Voyage and All The Best to you Girl! )

With Wan Tinggg.

With about two-third of the class who turned up.

Outside Fish & Co.



* S H A T T E R E D 5:22 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007



I love my buys from Bugis which I bought with Wan Ting yesterday. :D

Anyway, these pictures were left out below. Received it from my friend-cum-colleague only after I posted the pictures below. She's my BFITO - Best Friend In The Office.

5 months passed too quickly. I'll miss her! (and some other colleagues!) Despite how exasperated the both of us can get at each other sometimes, for annoying each other unintentionally, or maybe intentionally sometimes xP, we will be fine at the end of the day. So many good times are worth remembering. However, it's scary that we can sms each other at the exact same time sometimes. That has happened for about 3 times.

Anyhow, she has yet to stop work and will be working till end July. Here's my wishes for her, "All The Best my dear FRIEND!"




* S H A T T E R E D 12:45 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007



All I ask of you is to be more tactful with words and spare a thought for other peoples' feelings.Also,stop asking silly questions.Most importantly,sometimes,you should just BE CONTENTED.


* S H A T T E R E D 10:49 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2007



What sinful indulgence. I should STOP. =X


* S H A T T E R E D 4:06 PM

Saturday, June 16, 2007



Had dinner at Indonesian Riverside BBQ Restaurant with family for 2nd sis's belated birthday cum Father's Day celebration. Food was good. I had a cup of expensive chendol for dessert. Thankfully, it was worth the price. It tasted very nice! It was just different from the normal chendol, probably because of its indonesian recipe.

I have more or less decided to not be so ambitious. Should I get accepted by RMIT uni in SIM for the degree I want, I will most probably not retake As. Despite many people saying that retaking As at the same time might turn out to be a good deal, I feel that I shouldn't take the risk since I'm not too determined to study for all my subjects all over again.

Anyway, some pictures for my last day at work yesterday below. A pity I didn't get a chance to take a picture with some of my colleagues.

With Gina.

With Jimmy, who's a very nice and caring boss! (:

Wih Mohamad who's my boss's boss, i. e. Big Boss.

With Lee Hong.

With Mavis, Maureen and Joesephine. (from left)

With Lee Hong again.



* S H A T T E R E D 11:30 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007



Today's my last day at work. My unit's such a fun and pleasant environment to be in. Can't bear to leave!


* S H A T T E R E D 9:31 PM

Saturday, June 09, 2007



I'm being traumatised by a weird somebody. =/


* S H A T T E R E D 1:20 AM

Thursday, June 07, 2007



Due to some unforeseen circumstances, I'm only going to stop work on 15 June, next Friday, instead of 11 June, this coming Monday. Well, the only consolation is that I'll earn one more week's of pay. x)

Thank you all for your advices. I appreciate them. (:

I have friends acknowledging the suggestion below. (which I thought it was a ridiculous suggestion initially BUT...). Well, MAYBE, in the long run, it is a feasible solution in my current situation. (I think I am turning mad to be thinking it may not be that bad to retake As while starting school in SIM because if I don't try, I'll never know if I can do better. And if I really do better, I will then apply for the 3 unis again and this would mean I will be spending 2 semesters in SIM if I get accepted by any of them. If all fails again, I would have SIM to fall back on. Something is wrong with me. But I really feel so painful having to sit through the thing called A LEVELS again you know.)


* S H A T T E R E D 9:57 PM

Tuesday, June 05, 2007



Why do I feel so god damn Lost and Dejected. I know, many options are available. But, it doesn't help when I've people around me saying things that made me had the first thought of "WHAT NONSENSE?" For example, today, I'm being asked to find out if I can withdraw from SIM halfway through the first year if I want to because I'm being "advised" or maybe even not being given a choice but to, retake my As while I take up SIM (if I get accepted), which is evidently equivalent to starting uni plus retaking As. Then what is the point of me applying for SIM now? Why don't I just settle down to retake my As? ( which I evidently don't want to? ) I don't think I'm that capable of doing these two things at one time.

There are people discouraging me from retaking my As and there are also people who are doing the opposite, encouraging me to retake my As if need to.

All these just adds on to my confusion. Not that I don't appreciate their advices and for hearing me out. I do appreciate the advices a lot. However, there is just an inevitable feeling of feeling very much like a failure at this stage of my life. I am really at a loss. And one day, ........................................................

It's just a matter of time.


* S H A T T E R E D 10:58 PM

Sunday, June 03, 2007



Today is one of those days where I have the mood to tidy my room. And so I started cleaning at 2 pm and only finished cleaning almost all the corners of my room with vacuuming as the final step at 11pm. Haha don't ask me why. I had to throw away unused stuff that was collecting dust in our mirror wardrobe that I am certain my second sis wouldn't want anymore as neither would I. And to clear the 2 pile of magazines (not very tall piles lah) on my table was all just time consuming. And my 9 hr cleaning spree included my dinner and a little time spent surfing the net. Oh well, the pains of cleaning and tidying up but the effort that is worth it for a fresher and better feeling.

Currently cracking my brain on what course to choose for appeal of admission and what I can write for my reason of appeal,for both NTU and NUS. For NUS first, as their dateline is 7 June whereas that of NTU is 16 June.

I'm gonna stop work on 11 June, next Monday..and having mixed feelings currently. I'm definitely going to miss some people!


* S H A T T E R E D 12:19 AM