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Thursday, March 30, 2006

o. my. gawd.
u're beyond my imagination.
we didn't expect you to...
jaw-dropping experience.
As I'm viewing...
I'm CONSTANTLY shocked.
But really.....MY GOD.
Just barely ONE YEAR later and you're actually *******?!
I just hope you know what you're doing.
I am seriously taken aback by a thousand miles.

* S H A T T E R E D 5:53 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Life is SO full of surprises.
I don't know if it was a pleasant or unpleasant one.
Goodness gracious.
It was a "OH MY GOD, are you kidding me??" situation.

* S H A T T E R E D 6:18 PM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

ARGH....nvm I shan't tell the entire world about it.
birdkiictyauonfarontnonuuytwstmroe. SIGHS.

Mass PE tmr again? I just can't get "turned on" by it.(the previous entry) >.< Wonder how many bloody rounds they'll make us run tmr. -_-

My 7pm show! Tata.

* S H A T T E R E D 7:14 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

I realised the stoopid mistake I made in the past.
But it's almost irreparable.
It's depressing.
It's difficult.

* S H A T T E R E D 8:20 PM

Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.
Whenever I.....I feel EXTREMELY upset. Who will ever understand? wtf.
I'm actually having a headache from the mass P.E. we had just now. The mass P.E. was...terrible. One of the teachers expects us to be "turned on" for mass pe training? Goodness. Stomach and leg muscles are sure to ache tomorrow morning. -_-"

And what I fear most came true. I got an E for my Maths CT. WHAT THE FREAK. I'm extremely disappointed with myself. Who else can I blame? I seiously don't dare to tell my sisters about this. They'll just chop my head off. I am extremely upset about this. From a B TO E?? I try keeping myself happy and thinking in a positive manner, but it's not that helpful. But I'll just keep it to myself anyway.

I need remedy - my 7pm Channel 8 show and food.


* S H A T T E R E D 6:29 PM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

What I need most now is a time machine.
If only I could turn back time.

* S H A T T E R E D 9:05 PM

Friday, March 17, 2006

sarang hae-yo means I love you.
I will love you and forever more.

* S H A T T E R E D 4:48 PM

Monday, March 13, 2006

Firstly, I feel so guilty for the halt of my daily newspaper routine since FIVE days ago. Five days of newspapers are alot?... Have been busy and tired and going out so...it has resulted in this. SO... THOU SHALL RETURN TO MY ROUTINE TOMORROW x)

Secondly, Errrrrrr I seriously don't understand. But I don't really care cuz I'm quite turned off. LIKE TOTALLY.

Thirdly, we had a guitar (clubs) exchange programme today! It was...pretty fun. Made new friends, got a number from a very nice gal from TPJC who was in my group to keep in touch. But I'm very tired now so I'm quite lazy to explain. But all in all, it was FUN, INTERESTING and SWEET :)

Lastly, I have 'Organic Chemistry Clinic' from 10 am to 12 pm tmr so I need my sleep now, cuz' I'm super duper uper tired =X Goodnight everyone :))

* S H A T T E R E D 10:23 PM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

XIANG SHUI BAI HE... :)) Love this song to bits (and pieces). Such a joyful song.

I do NOT want to do MCQ on Money...why like so cheem...what velocity of circulation. Didn't have the time to read through the notes =X But obviously don't want to do also must do...and so am trying to do it now while am online =D But it's obviously not very successful. haha.

Tomorrow's going to be a busy and longg Friday...Lessons end at 2pm, guitar starts at 3pm till most prob 5 plus and we have to be seated for Rockafellaskank by 6.30pm, which will last till 10-10.30pm. And at the end of the day, I will have to bring the not so light guitar home! =( What a good bad day.

Anyway there have been so many murder cases. GOODNESS. First is the murder of the nightclub businessman, followed by the murder of the TWO-YEAR-OLD Malay girl and then murder of the Malay man on Tuesday. WTH? And they come on like almost one after another. I really feel for the malay girl, whose pet name is Nonoi. She's only 2 years old and is so adorable. And the suspect is actually her stepfather? Can you believe it? I couldn't -_-" Is the stepfather mad or what? Haha kay I seem to be getting really agitated here. But isn't it just ridiculous? And the girl was hidden in such a place - under the Aljunied flyover where one can only climb under a narrow shaft to enter the area. And when the biological father went to regconize Nonoi, he couldn't believe it was her. Know why? Because she was decomposed to quite a bad stage and she was all black and the worst part is...she had no eyeballs. I can't believe it either. Can you imagine...without eyeballs? How is it possible? They were eaten by animals (rats, cats?)? I don't know and don't really want to know. IT'S JUST ALL SO SADDENING. Yesterday was her funeral, and her mother refused to leave her daughter's side after the burial. She had to be carried away. Sad sad sad.

* S H A T T E R E D 9:41 PM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006


Okay, any person would be able to tell that I am extremely extremely pissed with the weather, so much so that I'm even getting a headache from it. Ya, so pardon me :)

Today, CCA Bazaar. Hmmm the performance wasn't so much of a success >.<>

Oh yes. Only today did I find out that my cursive (isit spelled like this?) handwriting that I thought was the proper cursive, is actually not the proper kind of cursive-ness! Haha. And so Miss Tan (Si Jia) started writing out the cursive form of the 26 alphabets from A to Z. And I was like a primary school kid practising my cursive handwriting. Lol.

Something hilarious happened at the computer lab during GP lesson as well. Lol. Shan't elaborate! People who knows know. Bleah.

* S H A T T E R E D 9:17 PM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

A new skin for my blog! So nice right???? =D

* S H A T T E R E D 8:53 PM

Why is it so freaking hot these days??? And why didn't it rain or the weather cool down just now, when we were having P.E or after P.E?? -_- I would have been very thankful. It has been so hot that it's driving me crazy laaa >.<

=X okay enough of my ranting. HMMMM it's been (quite) long since I last blogged. Firstly, the computer was down with virus so i didn't really dare to "touch" it. (It still is, but I'm accessing the system in safe mode.) Secondly, common tests were on the whole of last week and the way it was organised seemed like it was a exam rather than just a COMMON TEST -_- and so, I refrained from the comp, but didn't really feel tempted to come online because I was like being on a rush train last week...rushing to finish studying all the topics that were being tested! -_-

Well well, it's ironic. The anxiety to know the results of the CTs is sort of killing me, yet I don't want to know how badly I've done, especially for my maths. (Econs too, but that's not unusual...so ya.) I feel so sad whenever I think of the Maths paper la. I know it myself I didn't do the paper well because I didn't practise and with all the last minute studying. I'm super afraid I'll fail it...with it being my best subject where I scored a B for both mid-yrs and promos? Relax Wendy, it's just a common test. Yes that's true, but it's an exam to my family -_-

ANYWAY, HMMM uh oh yes, I seem to have watched quite a number of movies these few weeks! Let's see...The Pink Panther (super lame and hilarious), Final Destination 3 (super gory and disgusting but it's a good movie still. The gory scenes haunted me for a two days la. It's that gory.), Rumour Has It (better than I expected, thought it would just be a typical American family movie but it's much more than that and it's pretty funny. So it's true that u can get pleasantly surprised when u expect nothing :)), My Girl and I (sad. sad but not sad sad sad. but it still made me teared quite a bit! My eyes were brinking with tears and the tears could just drop when I actually didn't feel it coming. Yup so it's quite a heartwarming story. and funny at some parts too.) and Big Momma's House 2 on VCD (very hilarious, as expected, but has (unexpectedly) quite a sweet yet sad ending :)).

Tomorrow's the CCA Bazaar (again). Gonna wear the same outfit as the last time. Hmmm it's gonna be a long and tiring day tmr.

* S H A T T E R E D 6:39 PM