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Wednesday, June 29, 2005



I'm back! After a series of killer papers. Had Mid-Year Exams these three days, after the June hols -.-" (Couldn't enjoy my hols) Maths gonna be next tues,i.e. five days break :) Anyhow, had Chemistry paper on Mon and it totally sucked! I didn't manage to complete it..Argh. So chem is screwed. What's next?

Yup, Econs's next.. Had econs on Tues, i.e. yesterday. Didn't finish my essay and DRQ..finished it but for the last qn which is of 6 marks, I was careless! I read the question wrongly, they asked abt food products, I talked abt products, so it's like totally out of point cuz I didn't explain in terms of FOOD. Haiz.

And TODAY, had Chem SPA in the late morning and Chinese in the afternoon. Guess what?! I broke a thermometer, felt so bad. Well, I was trying to swish off the water on the bulb after washing it but I knocked it too hard on the basin and piang, it broke. The mercury spilled out and I was told not to touch it, they used sulphur powder to dissolve it and cleaned it off the table. As for Chinese, well, I wrote a very long essay and one that is relatively long as compared to the essays I do for normal work. Aha. It's always like that! I write long essays for exams but damn short ones for normal work that I always score damn badly for it. Anyhow, for the other paper (non-essay), haiz duno man..hope I can do okay for Chinese. Maths and Chinese can be considered my best hopes, haha. Oh well.

OH and the video that I mentioned in the last entry, I sent it to Ju and she was also very touched! :) Same sentiments exactly! I can watch it a hundred times and get touched everytime it repeats over and over again :)


* S H A T T E R E D 5:47 PM

Thursday, June 23, 2005



Back. But nothing much to post actually, just been preparing for the dreadful exams! Sigh.

But, I've got a beautiful song to share - English Version of "Because I'm A Girl" by K.I.S.S, which has already dis-banded in 2002. I've got the Korean, Chinese and instrumental version as well! (: Basically, the song itself is very relaxing and nonetheless sweet, hence whatever version of it just sounds so nice. But anyhow, one of my sec sch good frens showed me the video of this song, a very touching video, am trying to download it thru' LimeWire. Can't wait to see it again. It is through the video that I fell in love with the song (: Here's it.

*Anyone interested to hear it can tell me, I would more than willing to share this song with u! (:

About "Cuz I'm A Girl (Original English)":
Original Version: Written/Produced by Choi, Joon-YOung, and Im, Ki-Hoom for J-Entercom
Re-Written by: JiNi Produced by: Choi, Joon-Young. Both for J-Entercom

"Cuz I'm A Girl (Original English)"
(Original Korean Version by Choi, Joon-Young and Im)

* I just can't understand the ways, of all the men and their mistakes. You give them all your heart, and then they rip it all away...

- You told me how much you loved me, and how our love was meant to be. And I believed in you, I thought that you would set me free...

(chorus)
You should've just told me the truth, that I wasn't the girl for you... Still I didn't have a clue, so my heart depended on you... Whoah

Although I'll say 'I hate u' now, although I'll shout and curse you out... I'll always have love for you, because I am a girl

* Been told a man will leave you cold, get sick of you and bored... I know that it's no lie, I gave my all still I just cry. Never again will I be fooled, to give my all when nothing's true... I won't be played again, but I will fall in love again...

(chorus)
You should've just told me the truth, that I wasn't the girl for you... Still I didn't have a clue, so my heart depended on you... Whoah

Although I'll say 'I hate u' now, Although I'll shout and curse you out... I'll always have love for you, because I am a girl

--- I loved u so... now u leave me in the cold, how could this be, I thought that u'd only love me... Into the night, I will pray that you're alright.. You hurt me so, I just can't let u go ---

(bridge)
You took advantage of my willingness to do anything for love, now I'm the only one in pain... will you please take it all away~ Oh~

Never thought born being a girl, how I can love you and be burned... And now I will build a wall, to never get torn again~

Although I'll say 'I hate u' now, although I'll shout and curse you out... I'll always have love for you, because I am a girl

Although I'll say 'I hate u' now, although I'll shout and curse you out... I'll always have love for you, because I am a girl

(©2003 (C) J-Entercom in association with YeDang Med)

**Meaningful. It just tells the story of all broken-hearted girls, doesn't it?

Till later.



* S H A T T E R E D 1:37 PM

Wednesday, June 15, 2005











The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?


Haa.. got the link of the test above from syL's blog and well..did it. Hmm some are true and some are..not all so true. But overall this website http://www.blogthings.com has interesting tests anyhow (: Shall do some of them some other day.

Anyway, saved some photos from sylvia's blog. (^above) Well, 3SLwent to play badminton at syl's place yesterday and after that, went to syl's house to wash up and all before we headed to kimberly's house for class party. We ordered canadian pizza! (: And after that, the dunking just began. The guys sure had loads of fun throwing/pushing the girls into the pool. Of course, how would the girls let them off? They were pushed into the pool too. Haha. But sometimes, when the girls tried to push them in, the girls were pushed in instead. Get the picture? Haha. Oh well, quite fun nonetheless.

Gonna play badminton again tmr at syl's place and study after that. What dreadful mid-years!

Late it is now. I gotta go sleep. Badminton's at 11am!

Till next time.


* S H A T T E R E D 12:27 AM

Friday, June 10, 2005



Actually, this song too. Has very meaningful lyrics, just like what the title of the song already suggests x)

E V E R Y T H I N G I N I T S T I M E
Written by Corrinne May Ying Foo & Carole Bayer Sager
Copyright 2001 Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP) / All About Me
Music adm. by Warner Tamerlane Publishing Corp. (BMI)


Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer,
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

'cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time


* S H A T T E R E D 12:09 PM



Nice song.

"Untitled" by Simple Plan


I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I’ve done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me


* S H A T T E R E D 11:54 AM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005



It's been a long time that I haven't post. But anyhow, today's not a good day.

I mean...
What's worse than being locked in your house? literally locked i mean.

Well, was supposed to play badminton with 3SLminus one today. BUT just when I was all happy and was ready to leave the house, I realised that my key behind the door was goneeee.."oh god u must be kidding" was my first thought. No one else was at home that is. I then reckoned that it must be either one of my 2 sisters or mum who took the key. I called them all immediately. My mum said she didn't take, my second sis said the same thing and so that leaves my eldest sister. She said she did take a bunch of keys tt was behind the door, I asked her if the keys had a bear keychain but she said she wasn't at her desk so she don't know exactly. But it must be my key as that was the only bunch of keys left behind the door and she was the last to leave. I was damn pissed.. She asked me to try searching for her keys in her bags but to no avail..

Having had no choice left, I tried asking my dad to come back from Ang Mo Kio, where he was, he then asked where I had to go. I told him say to play badminton at kovan. He said "what..ask me to purposely go back to pass you the keys to play badminton..don't want lah kay." I was like..fine. So I called syl and told her what happened, she couldn't really believe it either. So sadly, I have to miss the badminton today -.-"

This entire week has been weird and not all good kind of weird... shan't elaborate.
MYEs coming in anther 2.5 wks! *Paniccc

Oh yipee, most prob gonna watch Mr and Mrs Smith tmr! Can't wait for that. x)


* S H A T T E R E D 1:55 PM