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Monday, October 02, 2006



I just feel like vanishing from this world.
and no whatsoever will be lost which makes me feel so guilty,
because obviously I don't mean for it to happen but it just has.
And apparently, there is really nothing that I can do to salvage it as much as I want to.
FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, I AM SORRY.really. but, what do you want me to do??
Then, what is there to "by hook or by crook"??

I just do not want to be leading such a screwed-up life.
Mainly, I would be happier elsewhere and achieving more than what i am doing now.
No use lamenting now, I know. for the situation's all set and there is nothing i can do about it.
But, just let me rant it out.
Otherwise, I might just snap some day.

P.S. Just ignore the fact that I keep saying my previous entries were the last entries for this period of time. because, it's just unpredictable when things would suddenly happen and affect me so much. (and of all times, would have to be during this period of time. -_-")


* S H A T T E R E D 3:18 PM